I'm lost...

School has reopened today..Got back all my papers. Results? Quite disappointing I guess. Wanted to do well so badly.. Spent so much effort trying to strive for the best result but this time... Sometimes I wonder why cant effort be directly proportional to results. It is for most people but not quite true for me. Feel like giving up? Yeah I do have this feeling. Giving up everything I have held on for so long, abandoning the visions and goals that I have set for myself since the beginning of last year but I just cant do it. Cant bear to do so... I do not wish to let those who care for me down. But I have let myself down...

Life is like a roller coaster but I don't know climb up when I'm at the downside. I need to talk...