I'm lost...

School has reopened today..Got back all my papers. Results? Quite disappointing I guess. Wanted to do well so badly.. Spent so much effort trying to strive for the best result but this time... Sometimes I wonder why cant effort be directly proportional to results. It is for most people but not quite true for me. Feel like giving up? Yeah I do have this feeling. Giving up everything I have held on for so long, abandoning the visions and goals that I have set for myself since the beginning of last year but I just cant do it. Cant bear to do so... I do not wish to let those who care for me down. But I have let myself down...

Life is like a roller coaster but I don't know climb up when I'm at the downside. I need to talk...

Just another day?

I'm officially out from my usual busy schedule since CCAs' activities have come to an end. For me, table tennis: new exco has been elected and I hope that they can continue to strive for Top 4 position next year and do the school proud. Scouts: Stepped up as a Rover. For this past year as a venture under Yong Kok, I have learnt a lot from him be it hard skills or soft skills. Made wonderful friends from both CCAs. My Table Tennis Ex-Co 08/09 which had given me the support which I needed during the period leading up to season. My teammates which had tolerated my nonsense and scoldings. My beloved ventures who had listened to my crap during ex-co meetings and complaints during unit events etc. I will like to say a big thank you to you guys who have made a difference in my life. And for now, studying is the most important thing to do...LOL! A Level is coming up and no time to slack already! LOL! All the way guys and gd luck!

Project Simply Love 2009!!

Facilitators and OCs!

OC!

Tata! Couple of the camp!

Love PSL!

Back from PSL camp on Monday..It was awesome! Met so many people from different backgrounds and it was indeed an eye opener. With great friends from the OC and facilitators around, the camp was impacted me greatly deep in my heart. You guys rock!!! PSL OC'09 !

Ventures!

Dragon Scouts

Venture 08/09 & 09/10

Nice right?

Photo taken during kayaking!

Outside RP..

Pitching a tent?

Bags

Shang Xuan

Dragon Scout

Scout, Venture, Rover

Dragon!

Dex-ing

Cool huh?

Hey guys I'm back from Venture camp...It was awesome! But of cos damn tiring...First day we went to Admiralty Park (right outside Republic Polytechnic) HAHA! Pitched a tent on top of a small hill and slept there for the first night. Second day Yong Kok came to join us and brought us to kayaking..LOL! damn tiring...20km.. But the waters and scenery were cool. Big ships and strong winds. Kayaked from SAF Sembawang Yacht Club to another island then on our way back we tried to "sailing" by erecting the kitchen canvas..LOL. It sort of succeeded as we sailed from one end of the island to the other..LOL! YK, Johning and Weichuan are damn gd at kayaking as three of them were from Sea Scouts..LOL. We, the land scouts DIED..LOL. Then we kayaked to Sembawang Park to spend our second night there. Pitched a tent under some trees, took a bath, had dinner, done sentry duty then sleep.. Third day, went back to Sarimbun Scout Camp. Showed the scouts and junior ventures how a natural shelter and trap are constructed while the scouts were having their backwoodmen. HA. Had campfire at night then Rover Investiture when the senior ventures step up to Rovers. Yeah so now I'm a Rover..LOL! More pictures will be uploaded when YK and HL post them on facebook.

Alright I'm signing off!

Away for camp

Hey guys, i will be away for group camp and venture camp for 3 days..back on Monday morning hopefully! haha! BYE!

I miss my Table Tennis Team!

Last year's photo (Dec)

Last year's camp photo

This year's

I miss them...seriously...