1 more week to end of BSLC however I dun really feel the excitement...

Rmb 8 weeks ago when I had my POP from BMTC, I was overjoyed that bmt was finally coming to an end. Bidding farewell with my section mates, my section commanders and platoon mates was unforgettable. 8 weeks later, by right I should feel the same way. I wonder is it my failure to clear the SOC test twice this week affected my mood in one way or the other? Really depressed this morning when I was with my bunk mates. Sorry guys couldn't hide my emotions. I have always set high expectations of myself including my physical capability even though it has always been my weakest link. I do not want to fail SOC despite the fact that for now, it wun affect my posting result. However, in the near future i will still have to clear it in order to get my rank. Disappointment dawned on me this entire day though many ppl especially Sin Hua, Yong Jing and Weili had given me much encouragement and I would like to thank you guys. I shall work harder next time and conquer SOC! Next week we gonna to have 28km route march from 10pm to 6-7am the next morning. Shag but it's the last event we as a company are going to work tgt. I will miss Mike Coy though it's manangement kinda poor. Nevetheless, all the best to liuliu next week. Anw gotta book in tmr night cos sun I'm the COS. lol!